Good day to  all,

  I know it has been a while, but I have not forgotten about this blog and the people on it.  I just had some trouble logging on for the last couple of months or so, but here I am. I just have so much to say, mainly of the many blessings that God has given me and I want to give you a personal testimony to encourage you my brothers and sisters that God is real and faithful. Don't give up!

Back in August of last year, I made up my mind that I was going to the holy land, Israel this year in April 2010. I did not know where the money was going to come from, but I told God that I truly wanted to go and continue to rely on his word for solace.

Months went by and the deadline for payment drew near, yes I was nervous because I did not have the money yet, but continue to believe God that He was going to provide. By this time, I was working overtime, double time and triple time at my job to pay for the balance, but all that did is just stress me out, because I still did not have enough money. When I called the travel agency to inquire how much time I got left, they mentioned that I have only two weeks and that's when the battle  came in full force.
Man, all of these thoughts came , saying that I will never get on that plane and see the Holy Land. You should be ashamed of going there, when you got no money and you name it. But my eyes were on His Word and continue to believe that He will provide.

This was not easy and I told God how frustrated I was, but deep inside I knew it was going to happen.

I spoke with a friend one night and also told her my frustration. I did not mention any doubt that I was going to Israel, I just didn't know when.

Then the next morning on January 24, 2010, when I went to church for the Word,  the brethren and myself got our praise on! We sang the song Giants do die and my giant as you can see was the money to go to Israel. I have not praised God so hard in my life, because I knew a blessing was around corner so I had to thank him even more!

After service, I got the word and my blessing manifested.  My friend who spoke with me the night before, gave me the rest of the money to pay off the rest of the balance. This was thousands of dollars, certainly was not expecting from her but I was sure glad the battle was over!

Thus, we as the body of Christ must continue to fight the good fight of faith and believe in His word. His word is the same yesterday, today and forever. Always set your eyes on His word and I tell you He will deliver!

I love you all and I pray that you all stay strong!

Your sister in Christ,

Isabis Inside

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Hello people,

   I have to say that 2009 was some year, but can't you believe that the whole decade has just flew by! I know it is a sign of getting older, when you can remember things vividly ten years ago and what I had dreamed about or thought about my future then, is never what I have expected now. But each day is a blessing and I have to make the best out of it.
   I hope all of you had a good year as well, many the testing of your faith. I know my faith has been tested and I am still waiting on the  Lord for some things.  But overall, I learnt the most important thing this year, the Lord is always there no matter what if you plan to follow Him or not.  I went through a slew of emotions this year, mainly frustration. It was not so much financially, but I was upset at God. I was upset because He didn't give me what I want when I wanted it.      Yet, as each day rolls into one another, I realize that God is right about one thing. That I am not ready and I should wait in anticipation. For example, I am waiting to get the job of my dreams, but in the meantime, I got to acquire the skills and confidence needed for the job. Each time  I send out a resume for a prospect job, I know I am learning a little bit each day.
      Other than job prospects, I also learnt a lot about people. Yes, people. As for my brothers and sisters in Christ, we got to realize that we are not perfect. If we were, there would be no need to depend on one another. But sometimes we act perfect. Like the other day, I realized, that right now in the season that I am currently in right now, I really have one true friend outside of family. And I mean a real loving brother in Christ. He's always been there and we talk about God together, truthfully. I also have a sweet sister in Christ as my friend, and we have been able to share lots of stories as well. But as for everyone else, they are merely acquaintances. I am still getting to know a lot of them, even though it has been years we have met. You know, as with any relationship, if you want it to be fruitful, both parties must put some work in to make it work. As a friend, calling me once a year isn't going to make the friendship, it'll be barely surviving.
   Anyways, my darlings, I hope you have a beautiful day and wish the best of the year ahead. But every day is a new year and I pray that all of your needs are met in the name of Jesus.

Love and peace,

Isabis Inside

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Hello people,

   I hope you are doing well and whatever you are believing God for, that it will come to pass.  As long it is according to God's word. It has been a while since I have written a post, but I still have the desire for God. You know sometimes, it may feel like God has not heard your prayer (Notice that, I said 'feel' not know), but realize God is more than an emotion.

      I think a lot of times as people, well in my experience when it comes to my relationship with God, I sort of expect Him to respond as a human being would with emotions or would get mad at me if I said something.  The Lord certainly has emotions, but as a spirit He can control them. Remember in the first chapter of Genesis, the Lord said let's make man in our own image.  Thus, since we have a similar image to God, that means we should control of our emotions, not the other way around.

        Well as I continue to become more intimate with and in God, there are trials when it may give me the opportunity to 'feel' lonely and think that God has forgotten all about me. I was like that earlier in my faith, but those thoughts do come again. If such a thought is against the will of God, just know that through the blood of Christ, as a child of God 'Do not be conformed by this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind' Romans 12:2.

  Renewing the mind is a process and that's why you should be cautious of what you put in your heart, because out of the heart brings the issues of life.  Anything that will give you doubt about the power of God is definitely something to stay away from. When you give you up on God, you don't trust Him and then are led to your own devices.  In our world of senses, doing what we know may be comfortable even if it hurts us, but it is only because we 'know'.

 I know once I trust God, I can surrender and not to lean on my own understanding (Proverbs 3:5).  Thank God I don't know everything, if I did, I would give up on God.  That's scary! Depending on my finite understanding can barely get me through the day, thank you Lord for your blood so I can enjoy life once again! As long as I meditate on His Word, He is faithful to me, even when I am not.

I hope this post has been a blessing to all. It certainly has been a blessing for me to write it.

Love your sister in Christ,
Isabis Inside

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Hello people,

   It has been a while since I have stepped onto this page. Quite a couple of things have came my way, but I am still on top thanks to God. I just wanted to know, for those who have a relationship with God, do you cry and tell jokes to Him, or do you act pristine and act like nothing is ever wrong in order to please Him?

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Hello people,

  I hope you are enjoying your day as we head towards the end of summer.  This summer was an eventful one for me, and I got some rest, so i can't complain. It is also a time to celebrate Jamaica's independence as a democracy and how Jamaicans and people of Jamaican descent can contribute to Jamaican culture.

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Hello beautiful people,

    I know many of you have been tested and tried, beaten down as the temptations and trials can make life seemingly hopeless.  It is seemingly hopeless if we do not trust in God and knowing that as long as you commit to Him, He shall bring it to pass.  Psalms 37:3,4.

  I have to say that things have been hectic in my present job and it may seem at times that God has not answered my prayer regarding a new job, but I know He has because I continue to believe.  In the book of Psalms 48:14, God is a God that will continue to guide my life evn towards death. That means taking one day at a time and having the Holy Spirit guiding your every step. 

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Hello everyone!

  It is a pleasure to be here at Jamaicans.com. I love to keep in touch with my roots as well as communicate with a beautiful community of people. As I continue to step into my purpose in this world, I am here to encourage you all that although your circumstances may seem bleek, remember that He that is in you is greater than he is in the world. Yes, it is the battle between Satan and God, but indeed Satan is a defeated foe and you no longer need to give him any place in your life. Esphesians 4:27

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Big up everyone!

   I am happy to say that I'm getting stronger step-by-step in Christ. My relationship with God has gotten stronger and although we were friends before,  I think it was more of an acquaintance relationship.  We enjoyed each other company, but I never put enough time or the appropriate time to spend with God. You know right now, I can officially say, God is my source without the leaning of my own understanding. 

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